Switchblade - Roy Blair

I write it in my fivestar

On the top of a cop car

Cause I’m a rock star

Nobody listening to me out here

All they do is OD out here

I ride it in my five star

On the top of a cop car

Cause I’m a rock star

Nobody listening to me out here

All they do is OD out here

Yeah

I don’t have no patience

I don’t have to fake it

I’ve been on my knees for a minute

Have it all for me when I get it

Give you all the pain

You don’t got no business

Hangin' round the golden gate

Would you feel the same when I’m falling

Don’t you, don’t you, don’t know

Why you askin' if you don’t wanna know

What you gonna miss

Yeah what you gonna miss

Growing up there

Yeah your life ain’t shit

I’m riding round town

I gotta full tank in the whip

And everyone around

Trust like a fucking bitch

That’s you (everything around, everything around)

That’s you (everything around, everything around)

That’s you (everything around, everything around)

You don’t mean shit to me

It don’t mean shit, amphetamine

Better half of me, dead battery

Saturday, trust fund salary, infinity

Giddy soda pop off the giving tree

Silly sun hit and run wishbone

Chiro benedict shellshock

Get lost get home thick skull

Five star

Cop car

Rockstar

Me out here

I didn’t ask for this

Kill myself before this class will end

You ditched me like my friends

And if they push me to the edge

Then I’ll come back swinging

My parents keep screaming

So I never get sleep

Broke my mirror into pieces

Cause all I see is ugly, skin all fucked

I’m just a big misunderstanding

So I’ll just come back later

And wait until the train come

I fucking hate you

Is that what you wanted

Me to say, love?

The past half year

Didn’t happen in my five star

Started getting high more

Sleeping on my friend’s floor

For the time being, but I don’t need more

Time, I need a sign or

Something that will tell me not to quit

It’s not my time, doors closed shut at home

Haven’t felt this alone since before

And now that you’re gone, I’m on my own

Holding chrome in the corner of this closet

Waiting for my phone with my mom on call

Begging me to stop it

I’m lost