House Of Cards (feat. Kate Rose) - Prozak

I know you really can’t see but

This grief is tearing through me

It’s left me like a house of cards

One breath — you’re gone

Man it still seems so surreal that you’ve gone away

It’s sounds cliche but I still think about you everyday

See you in my dreams and pictures on the fire place

See you in the mirrors, reflection resemble my own face

When we were kids you used to tell me «never back down»

So how did you gave up on everything and hit rock bottom

Toward the end we hardly spoke, we’ve never talked too often

You were too blind to see pills were causing all your problems

Looking back at everything sometiems I blame myself

I could of try to do something to try to get you help

You kept on hidin', denyin', lyin' to your ownself

That you were playin' with fire, declining your own health

Then the phone called from hell that I remember well

Almost 5AM hear our parents scream and yell

They were so incoherent with grief I can hardly tell

Then I finally understood that this was farewell

I know you really can’t see but

This grief is tearing through me

It’s left me like a house of cards

One breath — you’re gone

I can’t move on

I used to think that I’ll be the one leaving Earth first

With all the trouble causing and alcohol kept my worst

You used to tell me slow my roll before I hit the dirt

Ironically I think that?

guy got a favourite verse?

And every now and then I drive alone to your grave

And even though my faith is weak I get on knees and pray

Wherever you may be, I hope it’s a better place

That you can finally rest in peace inside eternal grace

And let me be the one to tell you nothing is the same

A heartbreaking conversation every holiday

The empty chair at the dinner table takes your place

The hollowness I see inside your childrens face

One day we all will be united on the otherside

And all this pain and anguish will be surely casted aside

We’ll have eternity to make up all this lost time

But until then hold up place for me in the sky

I know you really can’t see but

This grief is tearing through me

It’s left me like a house of cards

One breath — you’re gone

I can’t move on

I’ll hold on to your memories

You’ll always be apart of me

I’ll hold on to your memory

I’ll hold on, I’ll hold on

I’ll hold on

I know you really can’t see but

This grief is tearing through me

It’s left me like a house of cards

One breath — you’re gone

I can’t move on