NOT PROUD (with Mike Stud) - Ph4de, mike.

I’m not proud of what I did to you

Not proud of what I did to you

Youre worth more than what I meant to you

You don’t need

You don’t deserve

To

Think I feel it’s a W when it’s an L

Awwwwww

Think I enjoyed all the love when you fell

Nawwwwww

If you wonder where it got me know it’s hell

Though it prolly don’t help

When nobody can tell

Can’t really pay without knowing the cost

Just don’t let regrets be not giving your all

You were always better than the old me

Can’t let you go witout tellin you he told me

And I gotta live with the choice

Been listening to the part of your heart that I took

Now I gotta give it a voice

I feel like I live in the void

I created inside of you

I was the one you confided to, Whoa

Should be on side of you

Said I would die for you

And I know you felt that Lie to your soul

Just so you know

She wasn’t better at anything

You had that heavenly energy

No‚ it ain’t fair

Cuz if you had chose him to me

I would’ve prolly shown empathy

Now it’s your fault‚ you’re too good

Move the mark‚ Where you stood

I wouldn’t start, Like you could

Should’ve played my part, Like you would

Don’t know how I thought I was worth it

Creepin?

what i got is perfect

Living i guess I’m still learning

Learning to the live with the burden

Don’t know how I thought I was worth it

Creepin?

what i got is perfect

Living i guess I’m still learning

Learning to the live with the burden

I’m not proud of what I did to you

Not proud of what I did to you

Youre worth more than what I meant to you

You don’t need

You don’t deserve

To

Think I feel it’s a W when it’s an L

Awwwwww

Think I enjoyed all the love when you fell

Nawwwwww

If you wonder where it got me know it’s hell

Though it prolly don’t help

When nobody can tell

Can’t really pay without knowing the cost

Just don’t let regrets be not giving your all

You were always better than the old me

Can’t let you go without tellin you he told me

No‚ I can’t let you go

Can’t let you go

I’ve been blowing on this smoke

Blowing on this smoke

And some girls been around

I been fuckin round with plenty of em

Nah I dont really fuck wit many of em

Nah I dont really fuck wit any of em

Nah, And I’m not proud of what I did

Told you time and time again

I’m not proud of none of this, nah

I’m not too proud to call again

And I’m not trying to call it quits

At least I call it how it is

Blowing off steam‚ I been blowing a little bit of steam huh

Doing your thing, you been out here doing your thing huh

I’ma be good, but not as good without my queen around

I’m not proud of what I did to you

Not proud of what I did to you

Youre worth more than what I meant to you

You don’t need

You don’t deserve

To

Think I feel it’s a W when it’s an L

Awwwwww

Think I enjoyed all the love when you fell

Nawwwwww

If you wonder where it got me know it’s hell

Though it prolly don’t help

When nobody can tell

Can’t really pay without knowing the cost

Just don’t let regrets be not giving your all

You were always better than the old me

Can’t let you go witout tellin you he told me