Sunshine - One Self

I’m trying to live now

Instead of paranoid, ready for the breakdown

Yelling «Get down, give me your shit now»

For all the times in the street I was so foul

«Walking on sunshine»

What do we say when the lights get burnt out?

It’s been a good one, fuck it I’m turnt out

In a casket, suited up

Cremate please

Learn from the O.G.'s

Not to fuck with police cause they phony

Learned about money cause I tricked it

Learned about credit when a nigga got evicted

How can you tell when it’s yo' time?

No glitter in the eye, no sunshine

Believe in something that’s greater

Believe in myself cause I gotta get paper

Believe in G.O.D

Targets me so I’ll always be free

Pleasure on Earth is right here

Is it a dream or stuck in a nightmare?

Hell’s right here and it’s so hot

In a form of prisons and dope spots

Make life what you maked it

It ain’t fair every time so make it

I’m trying to live life to the utmost

Not frozen in the cut like comatose

No 9 to 5

Write in my own book how I’ma stay alive

Never sold cocaine

But I did weed

Gangbanging

No felonies

Accepted things a little different

But things that I fucked up on made me different

When I had my daughter I was tripping

Fresh outta, some facility for tripping

Had to get my act straight

Had to play government like everyday’s tax day

Made up with most of my enemies

The others wanna see me dead or up in the street

Wanna see pops before I cash out

See I love you even though your ass mashed out

Left us for broke

That’s why I gotta see my children grow

Stay neck deep

In the community

If I don’t I’m as worse as the enemy