Selfish - Ollie

Selfish

I’ve been feeling lost, that’s the truth

I’m an introvert

Struggle with my thought’s all I do

Please just let me be

I don’t wanna break your heart too

Faded memories, open up your scars like new

Selfish

I’ve been feeling lost, that’s the truth

I’m an introvert

Struggle with my thought’s all I do

Please just let me be

I don’t wanna break your heart too

Faded memories, open up your scars like new

Okay, please don’t hit my phone, left it on silent

Then I drive in, I think too much, that shit is tiring

See the sirens, my speakers lack, can’t stand the silence

I’m fucking wildin'

While my anxiety is been moving up a couple levels

I just need space

The person I try to be is in a battle with the devil telling me to go straight

I had some people around me I swore that were real but they all turned out to

be fake

The truth is it hurts to feel is part of the prize that we pay

I’m used to the struggle

I’m good on my own

These ain’t emotions I usually show

Because I keep carrying all of this

Already been down this road, know all too well

Somewhere along the line I lost myself

Lost myself, don’t know who I became

Selfish

I’ve been feeling lost, that’s the truth

I’m an introvert

Struggle with my thought’s all I do

Please just let me be

I don’t wanna break your heart too

Faded memories, open up your scars like new

Selfish

I’ve been feeling lost, that’s the truth

I’m an introvert

Struggle with my thought’s all I do

Please just let me be

I don’t wanna break your heart too

Faded memories, open up your scars like new

Yeah

All I do is thinking, got no free time

Bottled up, pretending

Lately move too fast, wish I could rewind

Yeah, sanity, I struggle just to keep mine

Keep mine

I used to be someone else and I changed

Driving a hundred, I’m switching through lanes

I picked up all of my pieces and put them together with something

They fit in the same

Guess I’m not sure that I’d do it again

Give up my life with a stroke of a pen

This is all of me, I swear

Selfish

I’ve been feeling lost, that’s the truth

I’m an introvert

Struggle with my thought’s all I do

Please just let me be

I don’t wanna break your heart too

Faded memories, open up your scars like new

Selfish

I’ve been feeling lost, that’s the truth

I’m an introvert

Struggle with my thought’s all I do

Please just let me be

I don’t wanna break your heart too

Faded memories, open up your scars like new