purpleworld - Olivia O'Brien

You said I wasn’t just another girl to you, a girl to use

I said you don’t care, you said, «I swear I do, I swear it’s true»

So how can you just turn around and block me out?

Your actions don’t reflect the words that left your mouth

I was right to be skeptical

Knew it was wrong from the jump and I let you know

But somehow I still couldn’t let you go

Guess it’s not in my blood to be sensible

Maybe it was inevitable

Wish I didn’t have such a sensitive soul

Wish it was somethin' that I could control

Said I should just pack up and head on the road

But you reassured me that it wasn’t like that

Said I meant somethin' to you and I liked that

'Cause if I knew my worth, I would never speak to you again

If I knew my worth, I wouldn’t even want to be friends (Oh, no, no, no)

'Cause if I stopped hittin' you up, then we’d just never talk at all (Talk at

all)

But I’d still drop everything to answer my phone if you called me

But I know you won’t (I know, I know, I know you won’t, yeah)

I thought you cared, you don’t (I know, I know, I know you don’t, yeah)

I’ve never known how it feels to be liked back (I know, I know, I know you

won’t, yeah)

Oh, no

(I know, I know, I know you don’t, yeah)

Maybe that’s why I keep on runnin' right back

So here I go again, makin' up some dumb excuses

Don’t know why I keep forgivin' you, I must be fuckin' stupid

Promise one day you gon' realize how much you’re fuckin' losin'

And I won’t care

I’ve been talkin' to your brother, he said that you found another girl

Hope she’s everything I wasn’t, I’m just from another world

So I’ma stay there

'Cause it’s safe there

In my purple world

I live in a purple world

Lavender highs and violet lows

I started seeing purple all around me, everywhere I go

It once was just a pretty color, and then it reminded me of you

Now it reminds me of something much bigger

Of the things that I can do

A fresh start, a new meaning

A strong vibration, a light beaming

In everything that I keep seeing

In a purple world, a purple feeling