I Should Say - Nothington

She says I need to change

I know the meaning now

I need to rearrange myself to turn it all around

I know it’s not that simple

Seeing eye to eye

I’m climbing through the rubble now

Someday I’ll know I tried

And all I can say is things are different now

All I can hope for is to make it up somehow

So, I know you know I should I’m sorry

'cause I’m the one to blame

I know it’s always the same

I should say I’m sorry

She woke up late at night

I was shaking on the floor

I pushed the envelope too far

I can’t do this anymore

I always let it win

The struggle in my head

Self-medicating myself till I’m half an inch from dead

All I can say, it’s got to be different now

All I can hope, just to make it up somehow

All I can say, I’ve said