Fade to Black - Northbound

I guess I’m not funny

I guess that you don’t like the way I think

It’s not about money

But I’ve been buying dinner twice a week

I know that you love me

But we never say it when we speak

It’s really unlikely

To think that I would do what’s best for me

And I wanted to be oh so natural like

Regular people who have regular problems

But love can’t be bought or sold,

Or so I’m told.

So just breathe and get some sleep

No matter who I speak to,

or what I’m up to,

they always say the same things to me.

You’re free, so you will see.

Someday you’ll hate me as much as I hate myself

'Till then I’ll fade to black

While I burn in hell for this

See now they just taunt me

I guess I never learned the way to be

It’s not about anyone or anything,

it’s all about me

And I wanted to be way too vulnerable like

Regular people who have regular problems

But live can’t be bought or sold,

or so I’m told.

So just breathe and get some sleep

No matter who I speak to,

Or what I’m up to,

They always say the same things to me.

You’re free, so you will see

Someday you’ll hate me as much as I hate myself

'Till then I’ll fade to black

While I burn in hell for this

So just breathe and get some sleep

No matter who I speak to,

Or what I’m up to,

They always say the same things to me.