Chasing_ - NF

I just wanna run away

And find somewhere that feels safe

Find somewhere the bad days

Don’t come as often in this sad phase

Somewhere I can be alone

Where I don’t have to run away from my flaws

And I don’t have to be afraid of my thoughts

With this high, this high that I’ve been chasing

Doesn’t have an exit

I don’t learn my lesson

I don’t see no ending in sight

I don’t feel the best when I try

Holdin’ my head up high, but it’s not workin’

Makin’ you cry makes me feel like a bad person (Bad person)

And something’s got a hold on me

They don’t see the world I see

Heartbeat in my chest feels weak

It’s really starting to weigh on me

I just wanna run away

And find somewhere that feels safe

Find somewhere the bad days

Don’t come as often in this sad phase

Somewhere I can be alone

Where I don’t have to run away from my flaws

And I don’t have to be afraid of my thoughts

With this high, this high that I’ve been chasing

Always likes the sad trip

And ruin all my friendships

Way too many questions in my mind

I don’t have the answers but I try

Holdin’ my head up high but it’s not workin’, yeah

Makin’ you sad makes me feel like a bad person (Bad person, person)

I said some awful things last week

Messin’ with my self-esteem

Mixed up my priorities

It’s really startin’ to weigh on me, yeah

I just wanna run away

And find somewhere that feels safe

Find somewhere the bad days

Don’t come as often in this sad phase

Somewhere I can be alone

Where I don’t have to run away from my flaws

And I don’t have to be afraid of my thoughts

With this high, this high that I’ve been chasing