Miss the Pain - Much The Same

It’s so easy to look outside myself and point out all the blame

I’m saddened when I see a friend no longer acting the same

I wonder how each one of them so easily falls away

But the answer is identical to how I got this way

No longer am I looking to you

In darkness I have remained

The struggling’s a thing of the past

And sometimes I miss the pain

That pain is the evidence I’m fighting for a cause

Every temptation a hurdle I know we can cross

But then I let my guard down and the battle is gone

Complacency takes over so I know something’s wrong

Help me, help me find my way

I’m tired, I’m tired of living this way

I need you to bring me back home

Because I, because I hate being alone, all alone