Suicide Doors - Mona Haydar, Drea D'Nur

Nobody wanna talk about it

She used to say I’m too dark, habibi

She used to say I’m too thick, habibi

But even then she was so thin, habibi

The signs were all right there

So loud but we just couldn’t hear

She thought she found her way out, habibi

And now you wanna talk foul, habibi?

Body at the holiday

She was never meant to stay

We get the keys and look away

She hit the block with the fresh paint spinning on some big rims

She opened up the suicide doors

Looking for a way out

Opened up the suicide doors

Maybe get away now

I’m wishing that I could have done more

Maybe show you where the brakes are

She opened up the suicide doors

I just pray that you’re okay now

I can see her mama with my eyes closed

Arms wrapped around her baby for the last time now

I remember those first few nights

We shared the bed and just cried

Middle of a crisis, yeah, we left her alone

No passenger to listen, had to drive on her own

Blood on her hands, she was riding on chrome

Maybe the road she was on was too close to your home

Body at the holiday

She was never meant to stay

We get the keys and look away

She hit the block with the fresh paint spinning on some big rims

She opened up the suicide doors

Looking for a way out

Opened up the suicide doors

Maybe get away now

I’m wishing that I could have done more

Maybe show you where the brakes are

She opened up the suicide doors

I just pray that you’re okay now

All-white Maserati or the Rolls-Royce

Phantom found their daughter

Leave her body matte black Rolls Phantom

Three plus 22, steamings in the rearview

Sitting somewhere in the back of the black Rolls Phantom

She pull up to the curb

She just needed one connection

But instead of understanding

All she get is bad directions

In the tints on the window

They just show us our reflections

Even though we follow teachers

She the one who gave the lesson

I was on the mountaintop

High up on the school

Must have saw you in the summer sunset

We’re just really missing you

There’s moments when I’m needing you

I’m wishing that you hadn’t gone yet

I pray, I pray that you’re okay