True Reflection - Mindmaze

Thinking out loud

My conscience is speaking

It calls to me, in a distant voice

I’m finally listening

It’s finally time to see

The writing on the wall

I can’t define the guilt

You know I feel it all

I’m forced to see now

What I couldn’t feel then

The connection that I can’t ever mend

Shadows they move towards the light

I feel acceptance in my grasp

The realization that I can’t deny or fight

That the pain had always masked

Facing my true reflection

In a mirror that holds the key

It’s time to give up on blaming you

And stare into my own two eyes

And blame me

I tried so hard to push the blame

Into your lap

I played the card

The ace that set up the final trap

The bitterness that suffocates me

I feel it burning inside

Facing my true reflection

In a mirror that holds the key

It’s time to give up on blaming you

And stare into my own two eyes

And blame me

Holding on

Holding you

Holding this

When everything turned out wrong

Holding back

Holding me

From ever being free