You'll O.G. - Melo

HOOK:

I been fighting through the pain, I’m hurting

Henny to the brain, I’m swerving

I try, I know I’m not perfect

But can I get my last words in?

And if I die Lord take care of my family

And be more of a man than me

Man, I tried I know you will see

When you leave’s when you’ll OG

Start this off by saying my prayers

I know it ain’t fair, was only in my twentieth year

Don’t even know if this heaven as I sit on the stairs

Don’t be scared, my love will overcome all your fears

But I guess that right now this is all a mess for you

Thinking to yourself on my behalf ‘was this best for you?'

Reliving the past ask «what else was there left to do»

Stomach twisted wishing «could I had of rescued you?»

To tell the truth I’d been battling these inner demons

Feeling like heartbreak and eternity had made agreements

December 17's the last time I saw you leaving

Nobody believed me, I hadn’t really been complete since

Empty inside for like 9 more than 7 seasons

I beat the odds to get even but now my sorrow’s speaking

Yeah, I hoped you’d never see the day

Now that I’m gone this song is all that I got left to say

HOOK:

I been fighting through the pain, I’m hurting

Henny to the brain, I’m swerving

I try, I know I’m not perfect

But can I get my last words in?

And if I die Lord take care of my family

And be more of a man than me

Man, I tried I know you will see

When you leave’s when you’ll OG

My parents couldn’t make it work

How was I supposed to make it work?

Growing up I was confused, I was hurt

Could hate and blame the whole world, could never hate the perp

And as I got a little older it got worse

Birthdays and graduations went to whoever was first

Kinda crazy if my lady had a baby little daughter named her Amy

Would they even be present for Amy’s birth?

I guess there’s always good in the bad, a laugh when you’re sad

Circumstances led to siblings had

I’m glad, two sisters and brothers from 3 different mothers

I just hope that they remember how much they brother loved 'em

Never had the chance to grow up in a happy home

I was taught to find happiness on my own

As I acknowledge the hurt and the irony of life’s work

They could never be together, now they both see me in the hearse

HOOK:

I been fighting through the pain, I’m hurting

Henny to the brain, I’m swerving

I try, I know I’m not perfect

But can I get my last words in?

And if I die Lord take care of my family

And be more of a man than me

Man, I tried I know you will see

When you leave’s when you’ll OG

If I die tomorrow, it’s with a hole in my heart

I pray you focus on the positive and cherish my art

I understand as a man at times I failed

Gratitude to those who loved me, thanks to you I prevailed

See I believe that a broken heart isn’t split in two

Just dig a little deeper and you’ll see what I was seeing too

Blow after blow, after blow after blow

Each time I’d pick up the pieces but leave a few on the floor

The worst part of betrayal, it never comes from a stranger

Who was I to believe I could succeed and exchange her place in

My heart’s home, I held her heart in my own

When she walked out my life is when my whole heart was gone

I cannot go on, and so I leave you this song

That if the pain does consume me then my voice’ll live on

Have faith that I’m free and that my spirit be saved

‘Fore I am leaving this earth, this is what I will say