So Called Love - Melis

I’m always seeing different shades of you

And in my mind they look the same

But when it turns to crimson red from midnight blue

The silver lining fades away

I’m looking pale and I need something new

You used to take away the pain

But now we always have a different point of view

Still, I’m calling out your name

Now you’re pushing me aside like it ended

I’m trying to understand it

You’re fucking with all my senses

Now my mind is too conflicted

By this so-called love

I just can’t get my head around it

'Cause it hurts enough

How can we go back to the place we started?

In this so-called love

In this so-called love

I don’t want you to be my alcohol

Now you’re a habit and I’m never gonna break it

I’m crying, I’m bleeding

With my head against the wall

Back to square one and I can’t reshape it

You’re pushing me aside like it ended

I’m trying to understand this

I can’t figure out my senses

And now my mind is so conflicted

But this so-called love

I just can’t get my head around it

'Cause it hurts enough

How can we go back to the place we started?

And this so-called love

And this so-called love

Still begging, still needing

We made mistakes we’re repeating

Now I’m crying and I’m bleeding

For this so-called love

Still angry, and I’m feeling

We made a mess, now we’re healing

And I’m trying to believe in this so-called love