Tangerine - Mansions

I’ve never felt so insulated

Nothing can make it past my skin

And when you get so aggravated

I can just close my eyes

I can just shut my mouth

I can just stuff my ears and never listen

I never really ever sleep much

But waking up’s the hardest part

Always afraid I’ll get that phone call

Telling me that you aren’t here

Telling me that you gave up

Telling me you left it all

Like you said you want to

And I would breathe a sigh of relief

'Cause you’re so mean when you wanna die

I hang my head and I know why

You have taken from my life

Everything that made me decent inside

I’ve never felt so complicated

Bottle it up inside my mind

I know that this ain’t what you wanted

Never meant to waste my time

Never meant to be so blue

Never meant to take it out

On me like you do

And I would breathe a sigh of relief

I would breathe a sigh of relief

'Cause you’re so mean when you wanna die

I hang my head and i know why

You have taken from my life

Everything that made me decent inside

I am far from decent inside

I have got these feelings that I just can’t hide

I am far from decent inside