Black and White - Madchild

See I’m not insane, in fact I’m kind of rational

When I be asking you, «Who is more dramatical?»

This one or that one, the white one or the black one

Yo

I take a few men’s advice and guidance

Came from a life full of fights and violence

Two different crews.

Both rivals I guess

Death slowly entered like a frightening silence

Fire in the eyes of a psycho’s eyelids

One too many times like a knife in my ribs

Had enough.

All these years I’ve wasted

Lost a section of my life like I’d just misplaced it

Freedom so close I can almost taste it

But end up ice cold in an acquaintance’s basement

Relationships ain’t shit

Like «Bro, I fucking love you»

That’s the fakest engagement

I could no longer take it

Like standing in the middle of a satanic snake pit

Evil all around and hatred

Had to make some changes, now every day is sacred

Going where I shouldn’t go.

Seeing who I shouldn’t see

Doing what I shouldn’t do.

Being who I shouldn’t be

Sometimes falling, it feels like flying

At least in the beginning ‘till you feel like dying

Going where I shouldn’t go.

Seeing who I shouldn’t see

Doing what I shouldn’t do.

Being who I shouldn’t be

Never meant to hurt no one.

I just had to have my way

Losing everything except my life, that’s the price I pay.

Falling, it feels like flying

At least in the beginning ‘till you feel like dying

‘Till you feel like crying

I didn’t feel like trying

Had to pick myself back up, ain’t nobody gonna help

To make ‘em all believe in me, had to believe in myself

Picking up the pieces ‘til the beast is wide awake again

Winning over someone, love this, don’t know what to make of it

Now I’m making cake, making bread like I’m a bakery, but soft like a pastry

Lifestyle is make-believe

Clashing personalities are breaking up the fight

Don’t let the darkness take me, lead me safely to the light

Sometimes falling, it feels like flying

At least in the beginning ‘till you feel like dying

Falling feels like flying, ‘till you feel like dying

Sometimes falling.

At least in the beginning ‘till you feel like dying

‘till you feel like dying

‘till you feel like dying