Blinded - Locksmith, Futuristic, Jarren Benton

Yeah Jarren Benton nigga

Nigga this hard work, hard work

My grandma taught me, «Put God first.»

And these fuck niggas in my neck of the woods

They wouldn’t show me love, I spit a hard verse

You feel the pain inside of my art, worst

So much failure, felt like my heart burst

I came to eat, fuck the horderves

The bully’s home, I’m on all the nerves

So where the fuck were you when I was hurting?

Success was looking so uncertain

I couldn’t afford a fucking christmas day for my daughter

Nigga I was worthless

Like God what the fuck is my purpose?

Stressing make a nigga feel nervous

I wash away the pain, no detergent

I’mma hit it with the motherfucking bourbon

So fuck you and your lame ass comments nigga

You don’t know me from a fricking comment nigga

I’m going hard for my nigga Slow, rest in peace

I’m drinking till I vomit liquor

I’mma get richer, I’mma die trying, I’mma die grinding

Kill yourself with a hot iron if you hating nigga

I’m about mine, on Cloud Nine like Jesus nigga

I’m jet skiing on the English river

Counting paper till my fingers shiver

Down Grey Goose like I don’t need a liver

Beat it nigga, I’mma chase the rest, cause I ain’t high enough

I’m going in till my time is up

But if you think this shit just happened over night

And we ain’t paying dues then you blind as fuck

I believe in me, I believe in me

Success is all I see, man it’s all I see

I believe in me, I believe in me

Success is all I see, man it’s all on me

Me, me, me, me

Ain’t tripping off none of these niggas, it’s all about

Me, me, me, me

Ain’t tripping off none of these bitches, they choosing on

Me, me, me, me

Ain’t tripping off what they be saying, they waiting on

Me, me, me, me

My future is all that I see, sheesh

Yeah and I pray to God as my witness

See I’ve harbored a sickness

I see life as it is

More than just money, cars and some bitches

I put fright in my peers, so it might come off as auspicious

Such delight when I veered, it was all a conscious decision

Never been a path I would take but mine

Dealing with the past is a waste of time

Nothing you remask can replace what’s dying

Whether you adapt, it’s a state of mind

Whether you react like a faceless mime

Put it on your back and embrace, I tried

Never been a nigga with a limited vision

I had a mission, I was fishing, but I ain’t confined

Fucked in the game would’ve lost my footing

Things that I did seem so off putting

Had to learn quick if you wanna earn it

Then you have to let go, anyway, that’s pulling

Sake for the friends and the hoes you fucked

Till it sinks in, then it slows you up

Whether you’re embedded or forget it, you indebted

You can never tell when it’s so abrupt

People be talking, the evil is scoffing

With me in the coffin, I meet with them often

I see what they causing, I leave 'em in caution

I know that they want to keep me in the margin

I’m paying no mind, cause their mind is corrupt

I divided it up, have no time to discuss

See?

I never been trapped by a label

So why would I label my music?

You blinded as fuck, see?

I believe in me, I believe in me

Success is all I see, man, it’s all I see

I believe in me, I believe in me

Success is all I see, man, it’s all on me

Me, me, me, me

Ain’t tripping off none of these niggas, it’s all about

Me, me, me, me

Ain’t tripping off none of these bitches, they choosing on

Me, me, me, me

Ain’t tripping off what they be saying, they waiting on

Me, me, me, me

My future is all that I see, sheesh

I came in the game and I’m making a lane

My friends acting strange and they saying I changed

The fame that you claim is perception

that’s reckless, progression is what I maintain

I remade the name that they bang in my state

Then I moved to LA, oh my God, they can’t wait

To act like they running a city

Without me, when you in a place only I can create

My girlfriend, I left her, I’m missing her face

But how can you cope with this amount of space

She knows all these bitches is after this nigga

She’s so insecure, I can’t help with the pain

She know that I’m making this money

I could fly her out, but I bought me a chain

And bought me a whip and bought me a studio

Swear that my next album gon' be insane, sheesh

I believe in me and that’s all I believe

I got tunnel vision, promised success is all that I see

I know that I can be anything and that’s all I’mma be

Seven shows in seven states and I did it all in a week

You weak, sending emojis with winks

I’m laughing cause you can’t compete, don’t speak

All things you don’t know, I’ve been 'round the globe

And you barely been on the street, I’m trying to eat

Go Micky D’s when I tell you I’m trying to double my cheese

If you think you fucking me, I’m like a black girl

All I say is «Nigga please.»