feel again - Lei

What u want me to say

I would be lying to myself if i said that im ok

And u just lie u just lie to me, its so twofaced

And i just fight the voice inside of me its like everyday

Suicidal and im here because u want me to stay

And im an idiot ok i just want to be played

Growing up im only 15 at the end of the day

Almost 16 tryna find where i belong in this place

And they just use me

But im used to it

And ur just dead to me

Thats what u used to say

Baby u fell for me, and thats what i dont get

All her messages on read bcause i dont know what to send

And my brain is going evrywhere my head all on my desk

And i can’t solve what i can’t fix so i just become a mess

Im just missing all my homies im just missing all my friends

Everyday, its all the same

I just wanna live again

Ouu ouu i

Oh i

I wanna feel again, i wanna feel again

Ouu ouu ouu

I wanna feel again, i wanna feel again

And u hate me and i know it

U dont have to save me, where are u going

No u dont have to save me im going

I put my pride to the side

And put my love on the line

And i thought u were the right one

To make u mine

Messing my life up one by one

Only a matter of time

Only a matter time

Lalalalalala

Oh lalalalala

Ouu im

Alright

Right

And they just use me

But im used to it

And ur just dead to me

Thats what u used to say

Baby u fell for me, and thats what i dont get

All her messages on read because i dont know what to send

And my brain is going everywhere my head all on my desk

And i can’t solve what i can’t fix so i just become a mess

Im just missing all my homies im just missing all my friends

Everyday, its all the same

I just wanna live again

Feel again