Know Myself - Leaf Dog

Sometimes I feel like I don’t even know myself

It’s bad for my health If I don’t know it won’t nobody else

Sometimes I feel like I don’t even know myself

See the cards that’s dealt remember you’re the only one that can help

The sky turn black like the Ice Age

Repeating the story won’t find me on the right page

Defeating the object prospects the might fade

Left with a few brain cells I didn’t quite save

In my man made cage built for one

I guess the years of Psychosis are still to come

Paint in my left lung knows its stronger then straight rum

Still going strong days after the raves done

I’ve said I’m stopping these drugs more then once

Then realise I’ve been hitting this trip for 5 months

In the corner he slumps brains out of order

Addiction creeps up and follows me like a stalker

Weeks are getting shorter but the lines are getting longer

Losing my mind it’s time to clock on to

The fact that it’s self inflicted

Learn to kick it or remain restricted

Sometimes I feel like I don’t even know myself

It’s bad for my health If I don’t know it won’t nobody else

Sometimes I feel like I don’t even know myself

See the cards that’s dealt remember you’re the only one that can help

There ain’t nothing like a mans pride, true feelings denied

I apologise for all the times that I lied, shit pushed to the side

For me to survive, in my heads where I hide

Caught in the divide

Of knowing they’re not controlling

Wires get crossed and cause an explosion

Going through the motions wishing and hoping the the crew’s right there it just

takes time to soak in

Eyes open but I still can’t see

Huddle with it i’m wrong when i’m this angry

But deep down I know with a spade digging my own grave in this hole

But a price on my soul, feel I’m losing control

Are they friend or a foe?

Time for Leaf to roll

Just stick to the goal.

and learn some discipline

When mistakes teach it’s wise to be listening

Sometimes I feel like I don’t even know myself

It’s bad for my health If I don’t know it won’t nobody else

Sometimes I feel like I don’t even know myself

See the cards that’s dealt remember you’re the only one that can help