Standing on Cars - Kold-Blooded

I wrote to this remind myself

Don’t be a fool and get caught up

No matter

How good

It may feel

That shit ain’t real

It’s all made up

I bump this when im by myself

Just wishin this ain’t how it was

Hopin someday things will change

But now i’m askin for too much

Yeah

(it's just all too much)

Yeah

(i just want too much)

-- why would this time

Be different

See that shit ain’t real

It’s all made up yeah

(it's just all made up)

Yeah

(must be all made up)

-- just my imagination

-- so don’t fall for all that shit again

So

Easily discarded

Easily replaced

Break every single mirror i own

I don’t wanna see my face

No more

I feel so damn retarded

A failure and disgrace…

How could i let myself believe

That this was really happening

I wanted to fall for it

I told myself this couldn’t be…

Been years since i had took that chance

This heartache is so bittersweet

I should have just ignored it

But once again i’ve gone too deep

What the fuck is wrong with me?

Said, what the fuck is wrong with me…

Now i can barely think

Wishin you were next to me

The hardest part is knowing

Could have grown

But we may never see

It hurts me every morning

When i look down at my phone and see

The care you had for me is gone

Been left on seen for a couple weeks…

Was i too nice…(prolly)

Was i too weak…

…i truly miss your voice

And holding hands while fallin asleep…

Is this too much?

Is this obscene?

…or was this all made up?

-- if so

-- then let’s play make believe…

See

I am truly sorry

If i’m havin trouble, lettin go…

I thought this thing was special

But i guess i’m just not what you want

My time is gettin shorter

So it’s back to how i was before

Although this damn reminder

Just gon make me think about you more

HOOK