Something Like A War - Kindness, Bahamadia

Moonstruck, anticipated you being the one

Nefarious enigma, no signals popped up

Our connection was instant, we clickin' for starters

Had to be how the planets and stars was lined up

Going real strong for like a couple of months

No hint of no drama, inseparable was us

'Til it was insinuated I wasn’t enough

Mood switched up, to the gaslighting stuff

Then it started, I mean the games

The blame, derogatory names I’m drained

The narcissist in 'em I couldn’t tame

Attempted to tackle, scrabble the brain

Tried to turn blind eyed with excuses it got strange

I’m sick of pretending like I don’t see, but I see

Time to expose the manipulative layers of deceit

Parasitic co-dependency loopin' auto repeat

Anguish ain’t missing a beat, seeking some kinda relief

So compelled to retreat now

Take the focus off us, put it on me now

Conducive to my survival to be out

Enough of the psychological beatdowns

Healthy selfies in wellness, I’m on that

Know my worth it’s no accident, I’m an asset

Aware of thee energies that I transmit

Apparently an accent to something you haven’t had yet

Confident assurance of self will never ignore

Standards I adhere to 'cause I value me more

Allow whatever strength within me fill up any voids

In unions blindly entered lacking balance and support

Desire when mutual is endorsed

Respect is given if it’s enforced

To prove untrustworthy at any cost

It’s the kinda connection I can’t afford

You and I done expired

Sever ties break the bond

They do not coincide

To supply no new lies

(Yeah)

(Ooh yeah)

(I bet on doing my thing)

(Yeah)