Prayer - Kilo Kish

Somewhere in the discourse

Do you see me

Wrapped up in a wrong cause

All neon and

Glowing in the floor

Cause all i see are red panes

Shinning from the break lights

A cool bare back

Draped in nighttime

Embarrassed to say

I love you more

But i’ll change

To meet you

I breathe you

From my thought

I’ll wait

To meet you

And i can see you

You’re not too far

The end is near

The end is near

The end is near

I know

We’ll disappear

We’ll disappear

We’ll disappear

For sure

Making up my own mind

Facing all the facts

In the wrong time

Can’t you understand

Why I’m upset

All i hear are

Bad things

Creeping from the background

My superstitions in the wrong house

What i could kill for

Coming all this way?

I’ll change

I’ll change

To meet you

I need you

From my thought

I’ll wait

To meet you

I see you

You’re not far

The end is here

The end is here

The end is here

I know

We’ll disappear

We’ll disappear

We’ll disappear

For sure, for sure

Afterword:

In light you stare around me

Through me

Although you had no knowledge

I am exposed in the moon

I rest in that spotlight

And though you barely perceive me

Light cannot complete me

‘Cause I am made for the dark

I used to be

I would cheat baking in sun

Coughing up shadows and deep velvet

Consoling my duplicity

Yellow eyes and see through skin

The light lessened me

That light dried me thin

‘Cause I am made for the dark

And spaces even darker

I exists best in the dark

My fears are nursed in the dark

On that sour breast that soothes me

I laugh in the dark

Black gums and ivory teeth

You search the ground in this dark

Afraid, exposed

Hands and knees to the earth

My belly sits the floor

Still I glide to darker spaces

It’s home

I know, I know, know

I know, know

I laugh in the dark

You search the ground

In the dark

‘Cause I am made for the dark

And spaces even darker

I exist best in the dark

You grip your chest in the dark

‘Cause I am made for the dark

And spaces even darker