Therapy - Kamaiyah

No parenting

Going crazy think I need therapy

Who gon' really love me and be there for me?

When it comes to money they don’t care for me

Apparently

I need clarity

Moments that I should I’m not cherishing

Lost my brother that shit’s not fair to me

Last of the real I’m the rarest breed

The rarest breed

This world’s scaring me

In one moment I lost everything

Lost my brother feel like God’s failing me

But honestly I feel like he’s preparing me

Preparing me

For legacies

That I leave behind if I inherit it

In these niggas eyes I see the jealousy

Cause they see I’m here for longevity

Prepared to leave

I know that my mind’s so gone

Lost a lot of shit so now I’m icy cold

Love a lot of shit but I don’t like these hoes

Fuck me over once can never right these wrongs

So many things have come and broken me down

But I smile through it all, my mouth’s never

Ain’t taking my smile

No parenting

Going crazy think I need therapy

Who gon' really love me and be there for me?

When it comes to money they don’t care for me

Apparently

I need clarity

Moments that I should I’m not cherishing

Lost my brother that shit’s not fair to me

Last of the real I’m the rarest breed

The rarest breed

Fatherless child, no father

Wonder how he feels he has a bossed up daughter

4.0 grade average, was a scholar

Could have been a lawyer, teacher or a doctor

Was a baller, but I stopped hooping

Mom’s never came to my games I felt stupid

I used to dance, was in love with the music

That was my real dream, told myself I had to do it

Follow my heart, put my all in my art

Became the best me, my life’s falling apart

I lost my brother, lost part of my heart

One year in the game tell me is it my star?

Depressed as hell, stressed as hell

Lost a lot of friends, they all pressed as hell

Why they all keep dogging me?

When they knowin' I’m the real and the heart in me