Episteme - Kadinja

Too many steps on the way

The road seems endless

Harassed by doubts

Answers never come

I watch you walking

And walking on your footsteps

I try to dwell the present

To live here and now

Slowly, I’m going down

Stalking your rhythm

I pitch myself to sound like you

The end is coming

The end is coming

Now

We’re staring at each other

And sinking is my way to shine

One last move

Your reflection push me downwards

To finally turn into scum

One last threshold

Watching your face from under the surface

I watch you walking

And walking on your footsteps

I try to dwell the present

To live here and now

And i don’t know how

To live here and now

Night falls over the blocks

Streets get purple

Tension fills up the place

Like chest connected with memories

Shelters aren’t silenceproof

Buldings freeze

Like untasty words in my throat

I’d carve this meaningless instant

Because this instant teaches me so much

I fight to believe

I’ll be able to ignore and to forget

To become what i am without getting wasted

I do realize

I am beyound my dreams

My thoughts don’t belong that place anymore

I am out of space

I am out of time