Now What - K Rino

If you going through this

This for you

Just think about it real deep

When we were together

Never thought two’d become three

So, now what?

Is it over?

This I can’t believe

I got a phone call the other night

Information that would transform a brother’s life

Off the Richter, whole vibe seem suspect

My girl was on the phone, sounding like she was upset

What the matter?

What’s the deal?

What’s the problem?

Keep it real, you can tell me how you feel

She said, «Well, I haven’t been feeling great

My friend that comes to visit once a month’s a little late

I said, «Relax till we get it straight, the jury’s still out

All we can do is chill and wait till we deliberate»

She said, «What about this nausea and throwing up?»

The more she spoke the more the odds kept going up

Now I’m tryna get my mind right

Visions of that night now 20/20 in hindsight

Fear, doubt and confusion

Stranded in the unknown aftermath of a heated moment

We only got five months worth of date time

Started thinking about rumours I’d heard through the grapevine

Do I really know her like I thought?

Peace I can’t find

What if this a hustle and this baby really ain’t mine

Huh, better call my old man up

First thing he said, «If it’s yours, you better stand up»

I called mama cause crazy I was about to go

She said, «Don't worry until you find out for sho»

Maybe this is a blessing that God’s showing you"

Mama said, «If you stressing, imagine what she’s going through

If she is be a man, try to clear the air»

«OK, let me call her, better yet I’m going over there»

Showed up with an EPT, she took it out the box

I stepped in the other room cause I wasn’t about to watch

Both of us stressing, anxious with a nervous heart

Showed the stick to me, plus sign in the circle part

We both sat down, contemplating what to do

I told her it up to her, she told me, «It's up to you»

Now we arguing, our volume starting to increase

She ain’t have a job and I’m barely making my ends meet

And now the frustration, words got hostile

How do I know you’ve only been with me and this is my child

When I said that, I seen the hurt in her eyes show

She started to cry, I saw hope start to die slow

I knew I shouldn’t have took it there, that’s when I started crying

Lying if I say, «Abortion never crossed my mind»

Then my life’s mission came to me like a vision

I’m being selfish, I need to make the right decision

For all three of us, troubles come, we fight back

Deadbeat and negligent, I could never be like that

We stayed up discussing it till the break of day

Decided to have my child and trust in God to make a way

Holding on, gotta be strong

Holding on, is it over?