Almost - K Rino

Yeah, I’m bout to introduce

Potential tragedy *laughs in the background*

this song goes out to every man who

ever been on the edge

and wanted to jump

but didnt… listen

I almost murdered my girlfriend this morning

This whole relationship has been very disappointing

We argued last night for 3 hours straight

What used to be unconditional love is now straight hate

Disrespect my manhood, I can’t let her

I told her the type of dude that I was when I first met her

We clicked from day 1 and out the gate we had love

But the love we had at first turned to bad blood

More fussing and fighting and less communication

Led to a potential domestic situation

Was never satisfied with my choice of occupation

Gave no motivation, doubted my determination

Threats to put me out of her house were the worst case

Especially since I aint wanna move in in the first place

Said she’d never throw it in my face but she was lyin'

I’m trying, but she aint knowing she was this close to dyin'

I almost murdered my girlfriend

I almost murdered my girlfriend

I almost murdered my girlfriend this morning

Im tired of living in this hell

I’d rather be sitting in a jail cell

I almost murdered my girlfriend

I almost murdered my girlfriend this morning

At least 3 or 4 times I gave her fair warning

Unemployed, waiting for my money to improve

She was paying the bills so she started putting power moves

Telling me I aint a man, I’m sorry and I’m lazy

Talking to me in ways she never did and it’s crazy

Never mentioned the time when she didn’t have a dime

I grinded for her and two kids that wasnt even mine

Now the tables done turned and my pockets are clean

I started seeing her true colors and that color was green

You either love me or you don’t love me, aint no in-between

Using your money as a weapon on my self esteem

Telling your friends all our problems you cried and lied

If you gon' put em in our business and these terrible signs

While they telling you what their husbands and boyfriends do

You on the phone complaining about what I aint doing for you

That’s why.

She lay down and fell asleep without making the bed up

I’m fed up, her dirty friends pumping her head up

I ain’t tripping on making love cuz even when we do

I’m trying to do my best to visualize any woman but you

But im sure you do the same thing too

Our problems ain’t nothing new

Good times are far and few

You ask for my advice but when I hand it you drop it quick

Like you just wanna know what I’ma say so you can do the opposite

Years ago I should’ve quit you, you swung at me

I grabbed your hand, you told the police that I hit you

Official, theres too many problems we couldnt get through

Plus some issues with this one dude you refused to admit to

You wanna know a man?

Study and see

Don’t judge what he is today, try to see what he could be

I didn’t kill her, I spared her life

But the next night I woke up and caught her standing over me with a knife