Judge & Jury - Jon Connor

Started as a child

I just wanna make my momma and my grandma proud

Never would have envisioned that the scribbles that I was writing

In my kitchen would eventually catch up with me now

Meaning, I done been through hell, saw my friends turn to demons transformed

Wouldn’t have believed it if i hadn’t see it

Niggas say they love you long as love mean manipulation

Jealousy of Jon Connor make them hate Jon Freeman

What am I to do when it’s them not me that can’t separate the two

When everyone changing making plans for when you famous

And everybody saying boy you better stay you

I better stay me shit you better stay you

I ain’t ever had a problem with the person in the mirror

Now my grandma gone and I still kept going

Got nerve saying Connor don’t lose your soul

Like I need a fucking reason

Hol' up I do’nt need a reason

It go hard on these rap niggas I don’t need a reason

It go hard on these wack niggas I don’t need a reason

Lose my mind nigga I don’t need a reason

Lose my mind nigga don’t give me a reason

It go hard on these rap niggas don’t give me a reason

It go hard on these wack niggas don’t give me a reason

Kill your favourite rap nigga don’t give me a reason

Is it fair?

I done got up

I done pay dues

Made a living

At not giving a fuck

I’d have been broke on my ass and I don’t give up

Gave my all when it seemed my all ain’t enough

I don’t need a reason

Hol' up, I don’t need a reason

It go hard on these rap niggas don’t give me a reason

It go hard on these wack niggas don’t give me a reason

Kill your favourite rap nigga I don’t need a reason

Look, D Monny homicide still kept rapping

Best friend suicide still kept rapping

Lil' cousin car crash they don’t know what happen

So how you motherfuckers gonna tell me about passion

How you gonna tell me what should motivate me

When my motive for doing music always motivate me daily

When i look around and I don’t see nobody that was there from the beginning

In my room crying like a fucking baby

Do you know what that feel like?

All this shit that I’m saying is my real life

Got stabbed in the back and don’t know how to act

Cos my war wounds ain’t heal right

I gotta answer to god I don’t answer to y’all

Fuck niggas specially niggas hating on blogs

Fuck a magazine fuck a review

Like a need an excuse to do what I gotta do

Nigga I don’t need a motherfucking reason

Hol' up I don’t need a reason

It go hard on these rap niggas I don’t need a reason

It go hard on these wack niggas I don’t need a reason

Lose my mind nigga I don’t need a reason

Lose my mind nigga don’t give me a reason

It go hard on these rap niggas don’t give me a reason

It go hard on these wack niggas don’t give me a reason

Kill your favourite rap nigga don’t give me a reason

Performing in, hole in the walls

With bullet holes in the walls

Don’t know if I’ll make it clapped or get a round of applause

I’m in the club hood niggas looking at me funny like he ain’t a trap nigga

But they can see he was hungry huh?, ain’t sleeping ain’t eating

Ain’t doing a goddamn thing but my thing

Hol' up real nigga I’ll remind them of the nineties

April 1985 my spirit jumping out of my body oh shit

Every night I’m down on my knees

Every night I’m saying god please

Help me to warn these niggas

If they ever question my drive they don’t really know me

Been through more than a nigga could imagine

Pissing on a nigga would never get a reaction

They was pissing on a nigga but they wasn’t even a distraction

The time I spend on haters they don’t add up to a fraction, gone!

Hol' up I don’t need a reason

It go hard on these rap niggas

It go hard on these wack niggas I don’t need a reason

I don’t need a reason

Lose my mind nigga

It go hard on these rap niggas don’t give me a reason

It go hard on these wack niggas don’t give me a reason

Kill your favourite rap nigga don’t give me a reason