Love Me - Jelly Roll

I come from the bottom

I ain’t ever had the upper hand

I will put it all on the line

I have no other plan

I am at war with myself

Do you really understand?

Would you love me if you really knew just how fucked up I am?

Some days I wonder if I disappear would anybody care

Some days I wish that somebody was here but there’s nobody there

Ask me where I’d rather be than here, I’ll say anywhere

I just roll another stick of gas and put it in the air

Come on let’s have a conversation, I’ll show you how pain feels

I can take you to a place where everyone’s on pain pills

And the kind of pain we feel is something pills can’t heal

You won’t feel me if you ain’t never struggled to pay bills

Lord strike me dead if I’m lying

Been in the belly of the beast

Went head to head with the lion

Ever heard a baby cryin' 'cause it’s hungry and it’s tired?

Ever seen a single mother that struggles to buy diapers?

I have

Sit alone in a dark room

Sayin' prayers to the lord

I keep seein' the signals

But don’t know what they’re for

In my mind I’m a prisoner

Sittin' on death row

I keep hearin' the whispers

Sayin' don’t let go

If I said I’m afraid

Would you love me

Would you love me

If I showed you my pain

Would you love me

Would you love me

The same

Does a star’s light die if there’s no one looking

A recipe for disaster, my demons are cooking

Drink of regret, I’ve been left by some car keys

Celebrate my pay with my name on the markings

Sit alone in a dark room

Sayin' prayers to the lord

I keep seein' the signals

But don’t know what they’re for

In my mind I’m a prisoner

Sittin' on death row

I keep hearin' the whispers

Sayin' don’t let go

If I said I’m afraid

Would you love me

Would you love me

If I showed you my pain

Would you love me

Would you love me

Sit alone in a dark room (Sit alone in a dark room)

Sayin' prayers to the lord (Sayin' prayers to the lord)

I keep seein' the signals (I keep seein' the signals)

But don’t know what they’re for (But don’t know what they’re for)

In my mind I’m a prisoner (In my mind I’m a prisoner)

Sittin' on death row (Sittin' on death row)

I keep hearin' the whispers (I keep hearin' the whispers)

Sayin' don’t let go (Sayin' don’t let go)