Down Spiral Depersonification - Infestus

Swirling down this usurping vortex

Into the deepest realms of all

I have lost the path — it is senseless

To resist its agonizing call

Reaching… Reaching for the beginning

Escaping from pain screaming memories

Where no remedies ever helped me out

I am falling deeper into what truly is

The oppressed sides of myself screaming out loud

This back breaking pain is deafening my ears

A thousand thunders inside of my head

I am devoured by this emotional morass

These unbearable screams — will I be dead?

Words unspoken — like deafening menaces —

Reverberating prophecies of destruction

Saturating this prosperous darkness

which comes over me like a cureless infection

Plunged into my life-threatening illness

Self devouring suffocating screams

Assuming the shape of a continuous flow of darkness

The essence of Insanity’s bloodstream

NO!

NO!

Leave me — leave me alone!

Escape!

Plunged into my life-threatening illness

Self devouring suffocating screams