Anasthesia - Incendiary

Everything I had I fucking lost

And I’m trying I’m trying I’m trying to fine a way

To make sense of this because

Every arrow shot misses the mark

Every word of mine fell on deaf ears

Each day is a struggle, each day a new sin

And standing here from where I’m at

I’ve had a lot of them

But sink or swim I know I’ve tried

I know I’ve got the key to find out whats inside

So medicate me from the inside out

To erase all the pain and erase all the doubt

Leave me numb, too numb to fucking feel

The constant attacks

The words that rip my throat

And the wounds carved into my back

It’s a constant fight

It’s a constant fight

To not bow down, to do whats right

Medicate me and numb the pain