Guts - Homesafe

It started with the sun peering through my bedroom window

Shining on this restless body

I’ll muster up the guts to get up

Or waste the day and lose your money

I’ve got a lot to say but never one to take your time away

I don’t wanna be a nuisance

I’m just too kind for that

I’ve been so scared so I’m running far from resolve

And the ones that help to pry me from bed every morning

Hiding away in his tomb

Take me, break me

Disregard these thoughts and fill my head

With everything that made this worth it

So how exactly does one wake up to a world

That takes from the honest, hard-working descent?

Was born into a home of hardship, forever independent

Why can’t I feel anything anymore?

I’m not the person I was

Those days I felt so sure

I’ve been so scared so I’m running far from resolve

And the ones that help to pry me from bed every morning

Hiding away in his tomb

Take me, break me

Disregard these thoughts and fill my head

With everything that made this worth it

So I can learn to feel again

Help me get the guts to learn again

Leave home to go see the country

Leave home and you’re sharing your body

Come home from seeing the country

Come home to a house filled with nothing

Stay home from seeing the country

Stay home cause I’m scared to be leaving

Now I feel myself going crazy

Twenty years old with only these songs to save me

Leave home to go see the country

Leave home and you’re sharing your body

Come home from seeing the country

Come home to a house filled with nothing

Bend my bones until they break

So you can have all you can take from me

I’ll still have my voice and you’ll be playing games

Leave home to go see the country

Leave home and you’re sharing your body

(Out on your courts, still playing games)

Come home from seeing the country

I’ve been so scared so I’m running far from resolve

And the ones that help to pry me from bed every morning

Hiding away in his tomb

Take me, break me

Disregard these thoughts and fill my head

With everything that made this worth it

So I can learn to feel again

Help me get the guts to learn again