Farewell Show - Have Nots

The waves of acute sadness, hued by ambivalent bliss

And of all of the things, the madness I miss

I just need a change but pay no mind

The life lesson will grow in time in your life, and in mine

I feel alright, but that’s a lie

You are my years you are my strife;

I got to go, I got to go

With all the time that’s passing by

You’d think I’d find the words but I

Got to go, play the farewell show

These past three days saw shades of grey

And I can’t say I sought to drink them away

Should I be sorry, filled with sorrow

Overcome with aching pain?

Countdown to regret

The sure bet when your grass is always greener

Well maybe this time I’ll survive

Expectations I had, were buried and now there back

In a cold cramped room well I guess they tend to do that

I just need a change but pay no mind

Cause' the time table belongs to you and your life, pay me no mind

Has it all gone into the ether

The one way ticket now null and voided;

Together it’s more than nothing

Sitting here thinking stuck on strumming