past life - Hamilton

From the bottom of my cold heart

You know I loved you

Put you in my past life

That’s what the drugs do

Acid on a cold night

Fucking freezing

Oh my god

I’m so high

Think I’m peaking

I’m going the distance

Just gotta stay consistent

They would never listen

But now they treat me different

It’s because I’m glo’d up

Gave it all my focus

You gotta work your hardest

If you want people to notice

No days off I’m never sleeping

Writing songs in my head

While I’m dreaming

All my life I’m stuck

Searching for a meaning

Wish I gave a fuck

I can’t find a reason

I can’t find a reason

Bitch I’m smoking trees

And I’m so clueless

Does she love me

Or she leaving

Oh that’s perfect

That’s exactly what I needed

A broken heart

My soul is dark

I feel defeated

A broken heart

My soul is dark

I feel defeated x4

A broken heart

I’m rolling hard

In the night

And I’m looking at the stars

Took my life

And she ripped it all apart

I put it back

But you can see the scars

You can see the scars

All the pain inside my eyes

I’m just another kid

That’s tortured by his mind

Thought of getting out

Like 1000 fucking times

I can barely breathe

But I just say I’m fine

I just say I’m fine

Anxiety inside

Makes it hard to sleep at night

Smoking get me right

Gets me out head

You talking shit to me

But I’m in your bitches bed

In between her legs

I be going stupid

I’m ruthless

Go behind my back

I’ll leave you toothless

Leave you looking useless

Like bro what are you doing

Your whole life a lie

Say you winning but you losing

From the bottom of my cold heart

You know I loved you

Put you in my past life

That’s what the drugs do

Acid on a cold night

I’m fucking freezing

Oh my god

I’m so high

I think I’m peaking