Camden - Gracie Abrams

I never said it but I know that I

Can’t picture anything past twenty-five

Not like I care to know the timing

Not like I’m lookin' for that silence

Self diagnosing till I’m borderline

I’ll do whatever helps to sleep at night

Until I’m feelin' like an island

Until I’m strong enough to hide it

What was I thinkin' lookin' for a sign?

As if I’ve ever seen the stars align

Somebody take over the drivin'

Somebody notice how I’m tryin'

Somebody notice how I’m tryin'

When I’m toein' that line

All of the time

Callin' it fine

Callin' it fine

Toein' that line

All of the tim

Callin' it fine

Callin' it fine

How do you call it when you’r in your head?

Like when you really keep inside of it?

I only talk into the mirror

I’m only scared of gettin' bigger

At least I’ll never turn to cigarettes

My brother shielded me from all of that

He said that smokin' was a killer

He said he knows that I’ve been bitter

Maybe I’m waitin' for the go ahead

The validation that I never get

Most of the game is unfamiliar

Most of the girls are getting thinner

Toein' that line

All of the time

Callin' it fine

Callin' it fine

Toein' that line

All of the time

Callin' it fine

Callin' it fine

All of me, a wound to close

But I leave the whole thing open

I just wanted you to know, I was never good at coping

All of me, a wound to close

But I leave the whole thing open

I just wanted you to know, I was never good at coping

All of me, a wound to close

But I leave the whole thing open

I just wanted you to know, I was never good at coping

All of me, a wound to close

But I leave the whole thing open

I just wanted you to know, I was never good at coping

I never said it but I know that I

Can’t picture anything past twenty-five

Not like I care to know the time and

Not like I’m lookin' for that silence

I never said it but I know that I

I bury baggage 'til it’s out of sight

I think it’s better if I hide it

I really hope that I’ll survive this