Mascara - GDP

I wrote this at 2 AM at an airport

Sent two months' rent to my landlord

Said I’m not coming home and I can’t call

There’s nowhere I feel comfortable in this damn world

And I try to escape

And I fly to the bay

And I drive all day

And I’m high all day

And the girls are all nice

Or if I play

And I make a few dollars and I’m on my way

And I drive all day

And I fly all day

Thinking of everything I could never say

You need some space?

How’s 16, 000 miles?

You were seeing him all the while

And I hope I never see you again

I hope I never see you again

I hope I never see you again

See you again

I wrote this thingy to myself at an airport

I will never be everything you ask for

You felt disrespected?

Fair call

It’s not easy being a feminist in a man’s world

And I rest all day

And I stress all day

Smoke ses all day

I’m depressed all day

So we can have sex all night or we can argue

Try and not think about you

It’s hard not to

Can’t help but wondering where are you?

Staring at the same old

Yeah

You fucked him before I even got through customs

Couldn’t even look me in the eye and say «good luck»

But it’s good to hear your voice

It’s been so long

I’mma tell you something you’ve known all along

Your insecurities left you ignoring me

Now you love him more than me

We said mutual friends

Hard to avoid

Bid farewell to the bond you destroyed

For some rock star boy

Useless excuses

Heartless noise

Just spare me tonight

Careless advice

Like you don’t see where you fit into my life

Under my arm

Under the sheets

Stained with fluids that rained like sleet

When you were so quick to sleep before me

All pristine and horny

And I hope I never see you again

I hope I never see you again

I hope I never see you again

And I hope I never see you again