Somethin Real - Futuristic, Kira Kosarin, Sik World

They want something real, something to feel

Here go the deal, y’all gotta chill

You all on my neck, you all in my grill

Like this ain’t enough

My nigga you suck, go back to the crib

Back to the way that you rap when you struggle so bad

Had a gun to your head on the bridge

But what about you?

How you still ain’t changed?

Throwing dirt on my name as soon as I grow

You hate me the most

Wish that I was the same, the same as you are

Down in the dumps

Down on my luck, doubt on myself

Broke as a joke, testing my health

Running thru bottles and dwelling my sorrows with women around me who fuck me

to leave

Crushing these pills doing line after line lace the joint with the coke while

you sipping' codeine

Abusing the people you love 'cause you scared to yourself and what you might

eventually be

You just give up 'cause the failure occurring too much, let me tell you that’s

never been me

I hit the bottle with pencils and motival visuals the coke of the kid with the

stand

I dropped a song and it’s charted but it seems like sometimes you don’t care

I keep on going don’t worry 'bout tainted opinions, the others they ain’t there

I keep it real even if it gets different, I spit how I’m living and keep them

aware

Know you paid amends because

That’s why you gon' listening to god

Change is gone and now you hung up on the come up

You throw me shade on, I pull the sun up

And now the sun up

Never been the revision

Never been your decision

Change is gone and now you hung up, on the come up

You throw me shade, I pull the sun up

And now the sun up

Yeah, you want something real, til I say how I feel

It’s not my fault when I pour out my thoughts

It puts you all in the feels

Maybe I’m needing to chill, maybe I’m needing a pill

Maybe I’m needing her still, maybe I’m needing a hill

Maybe I’m depending on love, fuck

Dependency kills

Wondering why I am living, when I was inside of the kitchen

Well I sit down gripping that knife, uh

Wondering, thinking 'bout life, uh

I almost made the most selfish decision

Clenching my neck fuck, I wanted to slit it

All of the pain, all the pain I was feeling

I wanted to cut, but thank god that I didn’t

And I realised that my life is bigger than me

Got so many people depending on me

My hidden depression was sickening me

But I didn’t end it 'cause this isn’t me

Nah, this isn’t me

I am stronger than I think, I wear my heart on my sleeve

I’m not afraid of exposure, I show my emotion

So when I am flowing they know that it’s me

If they had it there right now I would plummet

I wouldn’t peak or ever reach the summit

I would feel defeated, leave here with nothing

I would be drunk sipping' Bourbon and clubbin'

I would be sick, feeling pain in my stomach

I would be following them like a puppet

I would’ve quit my dreams and never done it

Know you paid amends because

That’s why you gon' listening to god

Change is gone and now you hung up on the come up

You throw me shade on, I pull the sun up

And now the sun up

Never been the revision

Never been your decision

Change is gone and now you hung up, on the come up

You throw me shade, I pull the sun up

And now the sun up