Endings - Fractures

I’m not sure I’m even wanted

I’m not sure if much my hate can seem to reconcile

The feeling that we shall 'ways wander

So I can’t compensate for how I’m supposed to act outside

I’m here deep in muddy waters

I am stuck in something I can’t seem to correlate

To how I’m seen or maybe thought of

To where I’m supposed to be and that I might not deviate from

Trust

I forget that I’m in love

Some other touch

I’m don’t know if I’m just lost

I’m don’t know if I’m just lost

I believe there are others for us

But only one each time;

the two must never overlap

The situation I’ve befallen

That I facilitate;

seems to only complicate

My trust

I forget that I’m in love

Some other touch

I don’t know if I’m just lost

I don’t know if I’m just lost

Maybe it’s just what I wanted

Maybe it just took me all this time to realize

I am part of a performance

Where one half plays their role;

the other only shuts their eyes

And I can’t leave or just avoid it

I can’t throw away;

if only just to spare a life

From this confusion I am caught in

Or this eternity of this unending and uncertain

Trust

I forget that I’m in love

Some other touch

I don’t know if I’m just lost

Don’t trust

Did I forget that I’m in love?

Some other touch

I don’t know if I’m just lost

I don’t know if I’m just lost