Whole - Flaw

So maybe I am bound by fate

A problematic scarring induced by hate

It never seems to all pan out

Is that what all this teaching is needed to scout?

You seemed to have a bad effect

Your rules and contradictions I would neglect

Though not my fault you made me feel

Like my own education wasn’t truly real

Then you came right in, tearing out my soul

How could all this loss be your only goal?

I’m left standing here, desperate in the cold

Since you took your life, mine has not been whole

It has not been whole…

So there I stood, a scolded child

The reasons never questioned

My pain’s been filed inside this place that makes me feel

I learned life is unfair and that is very real

Then you came right in, tearing out my soul

How could all this loss be your only goal?

I’m left standing here, desperate in the cold

Since you took your life, mine just has not been whole!

MY LIFE IS JUST NOT WHOLE!

My life is just not whole…

While you try to overcome the lesson

Making the most of those questions that just keep me guessing

I’m looking longer, harder, further than I ever have

Solitude breaking me down, you always seemed glad

To rid yourself and stick me in that little pit

Personal growth as a child that mattered not a bit

Then I became the member that you hated most

Disrespecting the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost

A small example of what the things you’ve done to me

Have changed in my life and changed the things that I can’t be

I’ll never be

Then you came right in, tearing out my soul

How could all this loss be your only goal?

I’m left standing here, desperate in the cold

Since you took your life, mine just has not been whole!

MY LIFE IS JUST NOT WHOLE!