older now (it hurts) - Field Medic

Light be kind to me

When I wanna hide my face

Death don’t call to me

When I long to be erased

Baby stay with me…

Baby stay

Life be kind to me

Help me live with my mistakes

In my dream I’m home

Waking at my own pace

Grinding coffee bean &boiling water

Breaks the silence

Getting dressed I watch my belly

Tuck into the high waist

I’m older now

It’s hurts me, ow

Owwww

Swore to avoid the mirror

Cause one look can wreck my day

Tried to quell my fears

Then I got mugged &stayed afraid

Tried to make new friends

But I just don’t fit

I’m an abstract shape

I keep myself company

Like Joni I live in a box of paints