Crawl - Excruciation

I bleed, I bleed

— the wounds of man

I burn to purify my soul

Those torments

That take my breath away

This pain

Not all my tears can drown

Never can

And I do that for you

My lord

Can’t you see

That I‘ve suffered enough?

Forever my lord

Towards the stars

And beyond

To reach for your hand

And I carry the burden

You put on my shoulder

Devotion and commitment

My sorrows will vanish

And all sins

I might have done

Forever and ever I crawl…

I crawl towards my life…

I wash the path I crawl on

With the blood

That pours out

Of the stigma I got

From this journey to you

Where I look for release

One answer

That tells me it’s worth

I’m crawling I’m creeping

I’m crying I’m screaming

I’m trying not to lose

My faith

I’m living while dying

I’m burning while drowning

I’m praying

While being in doubt

And forever I crawl

I crawl towards my life…

I almost killed myself to justify my love & devotion

Waiting for thy gracious mercy to release me from my agonies

But now I see

You are the lie of all lies

A promise unfulfilled

But what is to expect from one who has led his own flesh to the scaffold?

No release, no redemption.

Your playground is our living hell

White shades of antimatter