Reel Spill - Esham

You wanna live, but you don’t wanna die

Tell me, what the fuck is your excuse?

Sittin' 'round listenin' to all of these lies

Tell me, do you wanna hear some truth?

Don’t nobody love you, don’t nobody care

Gotta get up off your ass and get your own, 'cause it’s out there

Life is not fair, truth or dare, or double dare

Access been granted, you opened another level, yeah

The sky is fallin', the sky is fallin'

Full circle three hundred and sixty degrees, that’s why I’m ballin'

I’m not gon' tell you no more of the Pharaoh’s plans

I’m fly as a sparrow and I’m doin' the Errol Flynn

Study your lessons, it could lead to priceless blessin’s

Or it could have you stressin' from the Smith &Wesson

Addressin' all newcomers, who wanted this summer

The cemetery 'bout to increase they numbers

I never had a hand out, only hand out

Big sacks to the boys, now they back 'cause they ran out

Sittin' down in the crack spot on the back block

Puttin' money in the slot tryin' to hit the jackpot

Cops wanna make my stacks stop, make me act hot

'Cause I’m sellin' haves and they want me with the have nots

Left that life behind, no more livin' in sin

If Jesus is your best friend, can I get a amen?

Now they lookin' at me crazy, but I know what I’m sayin'

Get, get paid with no delayin'

Dog face on the skateboard, ocean sprayin'

Livin' like there’s no tomorrow 'cause we do it todayin'

If they payin' what they weighin' then you know that I’m stayin'

My brain been in my head so long I think it’s decayin'

Gotta green light thumbs up A-okay 'em

I been rockin' wigs so long, heads say I toupée 'em

The flyin' guillotine last seen under quarantine

Stop sippin' lean under the influence like a submarine

The unforeseen supreme being coming through on stream

When I was a teen, I was obscene, but now I’m livin' the dream

My wickedest speech is only the reach, I might have to preach and get you a

piece

Life is a bitch so lay in the sand out on the beach

Get her a leash, please sit down and eat at the table because it’s a feast

If you obese, there’s no need to live in gluttony

It’s all you can eat, everything you see is free

I’ll give up all my worldly possessions so you can learn these lessons

You got all the answers but still askin' questions

Time waits for no man, people don’t plan to fail, they fail to plan

I took my destiny in my own hands

Close your eyes, total darkness, do you disappear?

All the people you think dead and gone, they still here

They waitin' for me to drop the mic, I’m like, «never»

Once a evil deed is done, it lives on forever

Outlaw immortal still jumpin' through portals

Tryin' to hunt me down for future crimes 'cause I’m out your mind

Never blind to the ways of mankind

Watchin' sand fall through the hourglass of time