Spite - Emilio Rojas

Young Venezuelan, first generation

Mami a New Yorker, my papi immigrated

I know ‘bout survival dog, I’m not intimidated

I don’t bow to anybody, I ain’t kneelin' when I’m prayin'

Nah, hunger pangs that give me stress and aches

So I cut some people off to give my blessings space

How you gon' get an answer when you question fate?

From now on, I’m bein' petty, I’m gon' mention names

Listen, I’ve seen the Louvre, I’ve seen the City Opera

I’ve been driven through the jungles, I went through Caracas

I paid a bribe to get my watches back from dirty coppers

In the Venezuelan slums and policia run around with dirty choppers

Don’t fuck with Hugo Chavez, we don’t fuck with Hugo Boss

Run around in Jordan ones ‘cause I’m too hood for Louboutins

I don’t get attached, nah, I’m too good at movin' on

I don’t trust a soul man, I pull out with a condom on

I seen my homies get caught up with different vices

You a vic, come to my hood and we quote you different prices, right?

I got angels and demons inside of my clique

And I could fuck your dream girl and treat her like my side chick

I’m a little Drake, a little Pun, I define all ya all-stars on TDE

Mixed into one, I stand my ground, now I don’t ever run

If I start it, I’mma finish it, I get it done

Yeah, I said I get it done, get it with no help at all

Yeah, I almost died out on that flight out to L.A., ain’t get one fuckin' call

All of y’all were callin' me fam but where the fuck were y’all

I won’t let you suck me dry, you could suck my fuckin' balls

Nothing preventin' me from living, nah

Yeah, I cheated death like y’all was cheatin' on your women, nah

Yeah, every breath I take remindin' me being here a privilege

When I say I want that foreign, I don’t mean no Honda Civic

I got bitches I ain’t textin' back, businesses is sendin' packs of weed a day

I ain’t even smokin' ‘cause they hopin' I’mma rep they brand

Homies doin' time for P’s, don’t never get them seconds back

I done came up different, where I from, you earn respect

There ain’t no handouts, all them cats is rep a flag or rep a gang

All these kids is out on Instagram, lettin' they weapons bang

But I’m not the type to see that bullshit and be entertained

I’ve been swimmin' with them sharks, you just surfin' every wave

Hoes is in my section but I’m textin' when they’re sippin'

'Cause I’m focused on that money that I’m gettin', ‘bout my business

I’m careful with my bread and with my time and how I invest

So you ain’t talkin' ‘bout interest rates, then I don’t got no interest, nah

My taste expensive, I’ve got dough to make

I need another car, I’m tryna own a fuckin' motorcade

Listen, I got Suvi, I got Prada, I got golden chains

I got thirty thousand dollars' worth of tattoos on my shoulder blades

And I pull up in the Roc and I’m like royalty

You lookin' at my bank account, I’m lookin' at your loyalty

‘Cause now I need them fearin' me, fuck if they’re respectin' me

I don’t give a damn about one check, nah, I want equity

And pretty women bat they eyes but only fuck and never satisfy

I just want a bag that I can give my kids when daddy dies

Nowadays I lie awake at night and I just strategize

How you gonna manage money?

You can’t even manage time

I done been in phantoms, I done been in Raris

I been audited ‘cause I paid only cash when I bought all these

I done broken hearts of vixen bitches, everybody want it

‘Cause I rather say goodbye and keep it movin' than say sorry, nah

You know you poppin' when they plottin' on your spot

Jaws droppin' when that valet pull that car back on the lot

Yeah, now I’m in the gym since I recovered from that clot

That almost killed me and cats is reachin' out like I forgot

I got my weight up, now I don’t got no patience, ain’t no wait up

Can’t underrate me, don’t respect them people that gon' rate us

Give a fuck about the critics, I’m just worried ‘bout this paper

When I get it, best believe I’m gon' change up, yeah

I’m gon' change my fuckin' number, I’m gon' change my home address

I’m gon' change my email and my bank to private client man, I’m gon' invest

And if the cats that I’m around ain’t even grow one bit

I’m gon' change my closest friends with no regrets