Monsters (NTAR) - Eldest 11

They say swallow your pills

They have no clue where I have been

Biting nails in the corner

I hear them, they are coming through the shadows

And I am left convulsing!

I tucked you away… I'm hollow…

I am so numb from the pills stuck in my throat

In the pillows I am teething

I can’t let go.

I am straining to stay

God help me!

I feel so deadlocked by the flashlight

The one that stays up with me every night

Why do you chastise, like I’m them.

(they are me)

My Anxiety’s asking me, do we serve the same God?

I tucked you away… I'm hollow…

I am so numb from the pills stuck in my throat

In the pillows I am teething

I can’t let go.

I am straining to stay

This time I’ll show you what I have seen…

You were never like me!

And all the things that I’ve seen

Writing diaries from my dreams…

You were never like me!

I tucked you away… I'm hollow…

I am so numb from the pills stuck in my throat

In the pillows I am teething

I can’t let go.

I am straining to stay

Straining in your world to stay!

Where I don’t belong, where I don’t fit in!

Straining in your world to stay!

Where I don’t belong, where I don’t fit in!

Straining in your world to stay!

I am a freak!