Look Out Below - Ekoh

I’ve been waiting for a moment

With something I can say

To tell you I’ve been lying

I’m really not okay

I will just keep falling

Wait until I hit

And then I’m asking how’d I wind up in this place again?

So I take another pill then I zone out

Tone down all the shit in my head but that voice gets so loud

That I can’t think, and I just wanna run

Like I’m never coming back

And I really wanna love

But I feel so anxious everyday

Wake up, can’t go back to sleep

Lay in my bed

Then turn on my phone and look at these people who better than me

I can start feeling the old insecurities tighten the grip in my chest

They keep on saying that time makes it better then why do I constantly feel

like I’m less?

Don’t wanna speak up I feel like the only one having these problems of all of

my friends

Is it anxiety built up inside of me, or am I dying?

Is this how it ends?

Or maybe that’s how real life is?

I don’t wanna feel like this

All this shit I’m dealing with more heavy than I realize and I’m slowing down,

down, down

And I’ll be falling down, down, baby

Yeah, it’s a long way down, look out below

I’ve got some voices in my head that wanna see me die

They waiting for an opportunity to pull me down

They’re never stopping until I fall

Look out below

Now tell me, what do I do?

When I’ve got all these vices that I’m tied to

Waiting for an opportunity to pull me down

And they ain’t stopping till they see me fall, oh shit

Look out below

Another day that I’m trying to float, but I’m treading water and I’m feeling

weak

Looking round for someone to help but there’s no one there and I’m starting to

sink

Fantasize what it might be like to just stop the fight and then drift away

I will sit alone and let the thought replay

When the whole life feels just like a train wreck

Wanna look away but I just stay with

Trying to get ahead but I just can’t win

And I fall apart but I don’t say shit

Take your pick

What’s your fix today?

The drugs?

the girls?

perfection?

Once you get a grip on that, you’ll switch addictions to attention

When those people turn on you, you’ll go running back for affection

From the friends you left behind but you can’t re-establish that connection

Sick of everybody telling me to learn to let go

I can barely holding on the edge

I can never get a grip if I let it go again

I ain’t ever coming back, I been trying to adapt

But it’s really getting old, when it never really helps

'Cause I know when I’m alone, those thought will speak up

And I’m afraid of the day when I let them win

But maybe that’s how real life is

I don’t wanna feel like this

All the shit I’m dealing with more heavy than I realize and I’m slowing down,

down, down

And I’ll be falling down, down, baby

Yeah, it’s a long way down, look out below

I’ve got some voices in my head that wanna see me die

They waiting for an opportunity to pull me down

They’re never stopping until I fall

Look out below

Now tell me, what do I do?

When I’ve got all these vices that I’m tied to

Waiting for an opportunity to pull me down

And they ain’t stopping till they see me fall, oh shit

Look out below