Freak Jesus - Ebony Tears

Shiny like tomorrow but dead as yesterday

Moulded thoughts drowned in human day

Hand of claustrophobia tears my soul apart

Depression seems to be my only friend

Trapped in human patterns like a sculpture made of stone

Millions of people but I’m still alone

Silence surrounds me I can’t communicate at all

Talking to me is like talking to a wall

Without tears it’s hard to cry

Too numb to be alive

In a world shaded grey

For the fear of pain for the fear of life itself

I hide I hide inside my soul I’m a riddle for you all

You want to see me bleed but I’m not the enemy

Alone I’m hanging here.

Alone crucified for you all

I’ve been embraced by the nails of fate

Years and years of pain my life’s been coloured grey

Pain and misery no more agony

I’m nailed to your cross I hear your laughter inside of me

Trapped in a pose that’s gone too far like Jesus I bleed

Without tears it’s hard to cry

Too numb to be alive

In a world shaded grey

For the fear of pain for the fear of life itself

I hide I hide inside my soul I’m a riddle for you all

You want to see me bleed but I’m not the enemy

Alone I’m hanging here.

Alone crucified for you all

I’ve been embraced by the nails of fate