May 16 - Earth Caller

Disarray, from only feeling the rust

Now there’s rust on this heart that can no longer trust

I incinerate, everything that I touch

Why the fuck did I even get up?

Well I can’t anticipate, what it is people want

I hid from the sun until I realized

I could alleviate, people drowning in mud

So do as you please cause I’m not one to judge

And tell me your burdens, what weighs on your soul

I’ll tell you the things you should already know

And you’ll feel relief, but I’ll feel alone

And it’s getting hard to cope

As the years come and go emptiness takes it’s toll

I keep telling myself to believe that there’s hope

I might as well be on the roam

There’s nothing reminding me of home

The damage is done

From all the shit I had to overcome

I faced all my fears, I fought all my demons

And won

Still it seems like there’s nothing

Inside of me alive

Only rust, only smoke

It’s in my blood, it’s in my bones

And as May 16, comes and goes

It’s another year alone

Another year alone

Disarray, have I not given enough?

I swear I would empty my blood

But would you reciprocate

Before I turn into dust?

Would someone save me from the sun

Before I disintegrate?

Ha

Before I disintegrate

So tell me your burdens, what weighs on your soul

I’ll tell you the things you should already know

And you’ll feel complete, but I fucking won’t

And it’s getting hard to hope

As the years come and go emptiness takes it’s toll

I keep telling myself to believe but I don’t

I might as well be on the roam

There’s nothing reminding me of home

The damage is done

From all the shit I had to overcome

I faced all my fears, I fought all my demons

And won

Still it seems like there’s nothing

Inside of me alive

Only rust, only smoke

It’s in my blood, it’s in my bones

And as May 16, comes and goes

It’s another year alone

Another year alone

The damage is done

The damage is done

From all the shit I had to overcome

I faced all my fears, I fought all my demons

And won

Still it seems like there’s nothing

Inside of me alive

Only rust, only smoke

It’s in my blood, it’s in my bones

This is all I know

May 16 comes and goes

It’s another year alone

Another year alone