RUNAWAY - Despair

Got everything in front of me, telling me to stay

But there’s this feeling like I need to run away

Baby, you called my phone, I didn’t know what to say

Got all these thoughts in my brain, it drives me insane

All these thoughts in my brain, drivin' me insane

Got all these thoughts in my brain, it drives me insane

Tell me where to go, tell me if I stay

I never wanted this shit anyway

I wish that I could change

I wish I could remain the same

Conflicting thoughts always haunting me

Always haunting me wherever I roam

Forever wandering, looking for home

Looking for a place to call my own

Where is my home, where am I from?

Eight days of the rain still won’t even wash away the pain

I cut my wrists, I watch the blood flow right into the drain

You called my phone, I didn’t even know what to say

I see visions of you screaming my name

Take me back to the old days

I wish that I could change, I’m so stuck in my fucking ways

I need to run away, I need to run away

I need to get away, I need to go today