Thirty and Miserable - Dawn Of Winter

Trapped here in nowhere alone with myself

Infinite sadness my life feels like death

No god to hear me in dark endless night

Here in my brooding where dark kills the light

Cast out from heaven and stranded in hell

I’ve met with nightmares I drank from their well

Thirty and lonely a miserable man

A twisted soul no one understands

Help me kill me

I am born to terror again

Nail me to your cross of shame

I awake to torture again

More years of cries and pain in vain

Burden of sorrow it shatters my mind

Beyond this sadness more sorrow I’ll find

No love to soothe me no hand to caress

I feel like dying but what horror is death

A fallen angel sinful unholy forlorn

Mocked by the righteous a prey to their scorn

I turn around to face what is me

A broken shadow lost in cold misery