Forgotten - Crucifix

I’m feelin' like… uselessness

I’m feelin' like, there’s nothing I can do

To make me feel alive, when I’m this far from You

I can’t take this life and make it make any sense

I can’t make it right… so still I ride this fence

Torn between the God I love and the memories of my sin

But every time I fail is a reminder that I need you again

Jesus, hold me in Your arms like a child

Cause You it’s been a minute since Your baby smiled

Lift me out of this hole that I’ve dug

I put Your mercy on… then trade it for this world I love

Forget about today and how I failed

Tomorrow will be another day to prove myself

I’m sick of feelin' so rotten…

But today will be yesterday, and yesterday will be forgotten

This life that I hate… still walkin' in the shadows of my mistakes

My sin, in my face… still livin' in this past I can’t erase

I’m a broken life, put back together by You

Yet it’s this broken life that I keep on runnin' to

I know it’s gotta be just sympathy that got You holdin' onto me

I’ve been wrong for so long… I don’t know what You see in me

Jesus, hold me in Your arms like a child

Cause You it’s been a minute since Your baby smiled

Lift me out of this hole that I’ve dug

I put Your mercy on… then trade it for this world I love

Forget about today and how I failed

Tomorrow will be another day to prove myself

I’m sick of feelin' so rotten…

But today will be yesterday, and yesterday will be forgotten

I’m hangin' on the edge…

Somewhere in the middle of this war in my head

I’m tryin' to walk a line…

Pretending everything is fine

When I’m dead inside.

It’s just a piece of me I let nobody know

I’m so tired of chasin' You to let You go…

I can’t take it no more, cuz each time that I leave

Is like steppin' in a world with no air to breathe

I’m on my knees is shame, cryin' out Your beautiful name!

Jesus, hold me in Your arms like a child

Cause You it’s been a minute since Your baby smiled

Lift me out of this hole that I’ve dug

I put Your mercy on… then trade it for this world I love

Forget about today and how I failed

Tomorrow will be another day to prove myself

I’m sick of feelin' so rotten…

But today will be yesterday, and yesterday will be forgotten