a cold christmas - cøzybøy

I didn’t really actually think I’d be here all alone

On Christmas eve I swear I thought I’d never be alone

My baby laying on a gurney in a hospital

The walls are white and sinking in just like the winter snow

Los Angeles has never felt so far away from home

It’s crying out for help, can someone please just save its soul?

I don’t know how to pray, I’ll try to learn and play my role

I can’t believe this year’s so cold

It’s gonna be a cold Christmas

It’s gonna be a cold Christmas

It’s gonna be a cold Christmas

It’s gonna be a cold Christmas

I’m codependent like the wings on an angel

I fold easy when I care I get too close

I fell apart on a holiday in noho

And I’m just tryna make it through

But I’m faded, I’m faded

I fucked up, I’m wasted

We made it

I wish we could say that we made it

But I’m faded, I’m faded

I fucked up, I’m wasted

We made it

I wish we could say that we made it

It’s gonna be a cold Christmas

It’s gonna be a cold Christmas

It’s gonna be a cold Christmas

It’s gonna be a cold Christmas

Christmas lights got me drinking on december nights

Christmas lights got me thinking bout you and I

Wish I could warm you in my arms again and kiss you right

Wish I could warm you up inside

Oh yeah